Karlie's Report

More Letters to Mummy Blousewell

Dear Little sissy karlie submits another report of her sissy training, this time concentrating on supervised cocksucking

Karlie's Report

Dear Mummy,
i’ve been feeling quite girlish recently, and so hope You would kindly consider reviewing my report for submissiveness to femininity.

my sweetest girliefriend at the SweetLove Productions typing pool, Petricia, has for some time now been helping me wank all the time, and in a way that leaves me feeling more and more feminine. Petricia’s interactions with me have been approved by the Mistresses at the typing pool, with the additional oversight of the Indenture Performance Review Board, who let me play with Petricia if, during the past month, my typing that is displayed on the sweetlovepublications.com contributes satisfactorily to the global conglomerate’s profits.

At the beginning of this past long week-end after i got my permission from the Indenture Performance Review Board, i headed over to Petricia’s place for some R&R (remit and release). Petricia often has some new saucy pictures to show me, the sort of pictures that make me want to rub my panty-bulge against he.rs until our warm wetnesses mingle.

Of course, i am not allowed to come to such a selfish ending there and then. We have the whole long week-end to do our girlie thing! And it is such a feminine treat to be able to taste the continually dripping wetness between our legs …. mmmm…….. it’s so delicious and always makes me want to be even more girlish ….. yummm! So i remained intensely focused on keeping my emissions in single digits that week-end, as the Board had required in my permission slip.

i have the feeling that this past week-end of R&R might constitute a sissyslut-fest. Certainly, Petricia got us off to a good start by having me kneel down in my undies and look at this Ward drawing. We then played “spot the difference” comparing me with the picture. Petricia was so clever to have a picture so like me! We could both tell and feel that i was not on my knees begging for permission to stretch my panties like a naughty girlieboy – my panties were already shaped like a sluttish girlieboy’s!. But my tities weren’t so nearly full and suckable, which sobered me to remember that i still had a long way to go before i became truly feminine, and that i had better be seriously submissive if i want learn how to be truly pretty.

Petricia then ask me if i would like to tell he.r what i would like to beg and ask permission for, since there i was on my knees in my bra and panties, gartered cincher, stockings and heels with a puling panty-pole.

To help, Petricia showed me some pictures to see who i would be willing to submit to, and what i would beg permission to do. Petricia has impeccable taste, and she soon had me ready to submit slavishly to the entire Dominant Race, but managed to bring me closer to reality, getting me to select just one Mistress for the moment:
Here was a vision of a Goddess. Petricia agreed with my judgement, moving all of he.r fingertips up and down on he.r panty-tent, one hand on each side of the strong pole, as s.he asked me to explain what i would ask the kind Lady, who had allowed me to see Her in such divine finery: what would i beg for?

That was easy. I begged to be given permission to worship Her. Petricia continued with the consequential questioning. How do i propose to show my devotion, apart from the obvious act of spilling pathetically at Her feet? How could i worship without simply being a boring nuisance of a milksop? i explained that there was a possibility that such a perfect Woman, as Her, has to deal continually with a great many erect penis-driven men, and that i respectfully request permission to relieve any penises before Her that She is not interested in attending to personally at that particular moment; i would willingly empty the loads carried by these men – real, or vestigial like myself.

i was intent on convincing Petricia and my Mistress that i would willingly attend to the erect men in any way She decides, in front of Her or out of Her sight. Petricia interjected the question of how would i deal with many erect penises lined up before me, requiring my complete attention to relieve in succession quickly, since more penises were arriving continually. i replied that i would be a kneeling cocksucker, with my whole feminine personage concentrated in my efforts to unite all their spunk with my sissy lips and tongue.

Petricia pointed out that such a Mistress would not trust a sissy with the erections of their real men or their attending sissies without knowing if the sissy was a sufficiently skilled cocksucker, and showed me one standard test a Mistress can use:

Petricia told me i would have to complete this test, and pulled out a whole range of 'popsicles', some of which seemed awfully long and jaw-gaping. Petricia noted my mouth tense a little, in apprehension, saying “So let’s see how daring you are, karlie. Just remember that you will have to suck off the biggest cocks of rough men before you would have the chance of sucking on modest and smooth prickies of your girliefriends like me! So you should get sucking the biggest one you think you have a chance with, right away. Just imagine the shame of failing to satisfy the big cock of one of your Mistress’s friends – you’d be out on your ear!”

Petricia had me open my mouth as widely as i could hold it permanently, and held some of he.r larger cocksucking trainers near my lips to held find the appropriate trainer for a sissy who had not yet sucked off he.r first real man cock. Her selection seemed rather too large for me, perhaps twice the size of Petricia’s pretty and not unsubstantial girliestick, but i didn’t get to settle the uncertainty of goodness of fit for a while. First s.he had me kiss and give small licks to the knob of the trainer while s.he explained that i would be watching some training pictures for cocksucking wannabees, and should try and follow along on each point. The first showed how to suckle a cock on its soft end as the man gently prods your mouth:

That wasn’t at all difficult, and it was a lot of fun being helped by Petricia; she also asked me to caress he.r panties all over with both hands as s.he fed me the popsicle. Soon i was rather flushed, and the quantity of drool running down my chin was as much as even flowed from my chin onto Petricia’s plums when s.he fucked my mouth for the first time under the supervision of the Company Nurse, just 3 weeks earlier. (This was just after i was introduced to he.r at the Company social club, where bonding is encouraged.) The next essential skill involved in sucking big cocks of real men was the acceptance to the back of the throat and hold:

Petricia was really helpful, having me slide down the gob-stopper slowly enough to be able to keep my jaw, tongue and throat relaxed as the invasion progressed, and having the knob hit the back of my throat gently enough that i could replace any beginnings of a gagging sensation with a sense of pride that a big cock was being held against my tonsils. Soon Petricia confirmed that i was comfortable taking most of a real man’s big cock and so there were just two more little, but non-trivial exercises to complete successfully, both of which demonstrate that the sucker can submissively be fucked in the mouth. In both skills, the cocksucker’s head is held firmly by the cockmaster, so the back of the throat can be used to pleasure the knob-end either by grinding in place, or with short thrusts.

Yes karlie dear, I can see you are concentrating very hard on your sissy skills. I hope you use them well on whomever your Mistress presents for cocksucking.